Your last words to me on January 9th was “Don’t worry Booze, you gone be ayt. Hold it down Boys! I’m out!”. I don’t know if we’ll be ayt Riky. The load is sooo heavy. All these pictures and memories are fucking me up cause I thought we had a chance to create more in good time. Every morning is harder than the last. There’s so much I wanted to tell, i don’t know if it means anything now. I am going to miss you my dawg.” Cassper Nyovest said.

Since the day the world learnt about Rikhado Makhado’s passing or death. Cassper Nyovest has been devastated, in denial and having so much regrets about what he could have fixed with his bestfriend Riky if he was still alive.

 

He shares heartbroken and heartbreaking messages daily. He has been mourning his bestfriend publicly, surrendering to pain and regret. Admitting his hurting and not trying to be strong. Cassper Nyovest and Riky Rick were more like family before their fallout. The two artists loved each other dearly on stage too. They showed each other love every minute when they were being together.

It’s sad Cassper Nyovest has lost his brother, a bestfriend but the world is very proud of him for admitting he is hurting. For not trying to be okay and strong. Simply because opening up opens doors for more people to wanna listen, be there for the person hurting and try to keep them talking to. This prevent depression, and unnecessary suicide.

“I’ve experienced a lot of kindness and love this week. I appreaciate every massage and every gesture as I am clearly not okay. I’ve cried and cried but i am yet to come to terms with this. I have to say this though, it’s all in God’s hands and all shall be well with our souls. God moves.”, Cassper added.