My Heart is shattered, this is not what our
future was meant to look like. I can’t believe I
said my final goodbye to you yesterday.
I’ll never see you again for the rest of my
lifetime? You loved me loud and proud, thank
you baby. Protected me, Prayed for me,
inspired me.

I find it hard to breath let alone find the words
to explain how much I love you.
I’m really going to miss all the special
moments we’ve had. This really hurts!
I can’t come to terms with the fact that I’ll
never hear you say you love me, I’ll never hear
your laugh.
We had plans.
There is no pain bigger than the pain of losing
you. I thought | was going to spend the rest
of my life with you, I realise you’re the one
who spent the rest of your life with me. I don’t
know why things happen the way they do, but
I’m questioning God right now. Why would he
bring us together to only take you away. I just
don’t understand. I don’t know how I’m going
to do this, going on with my life without you, I
just can’t.
Rest in peace Kiernan, I love you.””