Shauwn Mkhize aka Mamkhize has opened up about his healing journey since releasing her memoir, My World, My Rules. Siting down with eNCA, the reality star and businesswoman opened up about her last words to her parents and letting go of her past.

“I wanted to deal with my past, I wanted to face my fears and deal with my fears. There couldn’t be a better way than to pen it down”. Mamkhize said.

“I have blocked a lot about my dad in such a way that I have never talked about my father. It was like he never existed. I felt like he was gone too soon. I think the first step of healing is to let it all out. For me, what I have been through will inspire, it will inspire any one black person and they must understand that when you see Mamkhize, it’s not that everything is always rosy”. She added.

 

Launching her book, Mamkhize talked about preserving and protecting her legacy for her family by continuing to tell her story.

Mamkhize said the book has been her way of saying her piece, letting things go, healing her wounds, and saying her final words to her parents and brother, who are physically no longer with her.

“This marks a new dawn and beginning for me”. Mamkhize said. The owner of top-flight soccer team Royal AM said she hopes people will understand that she didn’t grow up with a silver spoon in her mouth, like many think.

“I hope they learn more about my childhood” Mamkhize said, she is survived by her sister Nozipho Ngubo, nèe Mkhize.