They called this the “growing together kind of love” EST 2007 in high school

I can share my own experience. I was working but she was studying that time. So getting her time was tough .

Less physical attachment and more emotional attachment
I used to die for her time to talk, crack jokes and make her smile and laugh.
I stopped looking at other girls which I used to do earlier , I was always in her dreams .


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I used to fight alot with her even for small things, then when she feels sad I used to ask so many sorries to make her cool.
I still remember once I went to a movie and bought the ticket to watch the movie , then she called me it was raining heavily outside . I just came out in the rain and started talking to her but after half an hour she had to disconnect as she had some work. Then again I went to movie as I was standing near to the theatre.
Once there was a dinner party arranged with my office colleagues as we won the cricket cup . It was a treat for all of us. We just started having the dinner. Then she called , I just picked the call came out and talked to her for almost 2 hours by that time dinner was finished. I went to my room and had dinner. Nothing was important than her
I always wanted to know her likes, interests and amibitions . She told she wants to do M.S after marriage . I said I will support her in achieving her dreams.
I used to record her calls in my phone. Almost 6 months I was listening the same conversation while going to office. I used to be so happy for doing these things.
The only thing I was interested to talk to my friends was about her . I was not interested to discuss anything else. My friends also used to support me and tease me in a nice way to make me feel good.
I used to dream my life with her . Having 2 kids with her . When I will be working in office my kid will call me and tell mom scolds me, then I will scold her and make my kid feel happy.
After all these happy movements there was a day when she broke up with me. I don’t want to mention the reaons for the break up. My heart broken into pieces 💔. Could not believe that . I begged her not to leave me. I had sleepless nights for some days , was not able to fcous on my work. Feeling depressed most of the times . I was stuck with life for the first time. My state was mentally dead and physical alive.