Nhlanhla Nciza opens up about her divorce and death of her daughter in a open love letter to her youngest son, Luvuyo.The Mafikizolo singer said her son was the reason she was able to survive those hectic period.
“Since I couldn’t sleep 2nd night in a row, I decided to write a young “open love letter to my son Luvuyo” . I hope when he is old enough to read it with understanding he will know just how much he means to me,” she started the letter.
Appreciating Luvuyo’s existence in her life, she said: “Luvuyo my little brave gift from God, you my baby are my sunshine, my joy and my happy place. You are the reason I wake up every and strive to be a better person than I was, the reason I want to do good and the reason I’m excited about the future.”
The singer says her son is the reason she’s alive.
“You my son are the reason I’m alive. You saved my life not once but twice already in your young life and because of you, no one can ever stand before me and question God’s love for me.”
“In 2009 when the heavens gained your sister Zinathi I thought it was the end of me, the pain and the hurt was so deep, so intense and so unbearable, I never thought I’d be able to survive another day. But when my Heavenly Father saw my pain He sent me you Luvuyo, my Joy🥺 and I can safely say that the best and the happiest time of my life was when I was pregnant with you. I just could not wait to meet you, to hold you in my arms and kiss you❤️. And when you finally came, I could not stop looking at you, you were so perfect , my perfect gift from God. You healed my heart and I could smile and laugh again, you brought sunshine and so much joy back into my life and for that I’m forever thankful for you.”
“You came to my rescue again in 2019 when your dad and I got divorced, once again you saved my life. One of the worst years of my life. I was in such a dark place , so broken, so depressed and in so much pain that at times it felt too much to bear . And you my son, just a thought of you or a look at your face brought back a little glimpse of light back into my life, and I hung on to that little spark of light with my dear life. And just like that, you brought me back to life . You gave me a reason to fight, to get back on my feet and to never give up. You literally breathed life back into my body and I will never forget that for as long as I live.
I want you to know that you are not only my son but you are my hero too. I owe the fact that I’m out here and living my best life to you.”
Nhlanhla ends the lengthy note with prayers.
Check out video of beautiful moments spent with her son below:
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